I’ve recently found myself involved in a bunch of things that I hadn’t necessarily planned on being involved in. I’ve been slacking and I know I shouldn’t be.
My perspective of how things should be and how people act are always changing just like everyone else’s. When I don’t feel comfortable doing something I used to like, I stick with it, because I don’t know how to tell someone that I’ve stopped enjoying what I do and that I don’t want to do it anymore, because I feel overly obligated and stressed.
That’s why I’ve just stopped doing the things I used to love and replaced them other activities that I haven’t tried before.
Something I am not proud of is every time I get out of something that makes me unhappy, I feel empty not having other things to focus on. A few months later I find myself joining another club or activities.
I’m really trying not to keep doing that and I think this will remind me of what not to do next time I’m about to join a club.